A journey between two dates

8^th February 2021

Few years ago, when we were living normal lives, I watched a cartoon film called “Inside out”. It’s a story of a young girl migrating from one city to another trying to get settled. In the movie, her feelings are literally shown inside out. They have shown how our feelings shape our actions. It has one phenomenon called “core memories” ie memories that define who we are. At the end film says that its not only the joyous memories but sometimes sad, fearful memories also shape your character. While watching I got the point but I understood its true meaning on the day of my CA Intermediate result on 8^th February 2021. That event made me live through the sad memory that would shape me and my actions over the next few months. The day when I passed the exam partly and not fully.

19^th September 2021

There are very few things that I hate. Using the word “finally” is one of them. For me its like a failure hidden in one’s success. If I was able to achieve that feat some months ago in my first attempt, And I was unable to do it. That’s the failure I am talking about. And still, I used it on 19^th September 2021 result date of my second attempt, to describe that I have cleared the CA Intermediate exam. It would remain as a reminder of my failure.

I am 19 years old. At this age I may not be mature enough to accept the failure and take necessary steps to correct the course or I am not childish enough to forget what just happened and go on to play cricket, like it happened when I was unable to secure my place at JNV in 5^th standard. I just forgot it and moved on. काहीवेळा या द्विधा मनस्थितीपेक्षा लहानपणचा अल्लड स्वभाव चांगला असं मी म्हणेन.

It took a lot of thought and conversations with seniors to get me onto correct path and to start my internship few days after. So, thank you so much Prasad Dada, Pawan & Mayur to direct me to do the correct thing.

From 8^th February 2 pm till 19^th September 11 am this thought really occupied my mind. Nearly half of the thoughts in my mind were related to this. So, it’s very refreshing not to think about it anymore. Now I have a much bigger mountain to climb ahead of me. And hope the next time when we’ll meet here, talking about my exams and results I should be talking about it happily rather than being in pendulum of feelings.

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL THE WISHES!!  HOPE WE WILL TALK ABOUT MY FINAL EXAMS VERY SOON!!!!